notes to self

[the connection sucks! so slow. and I mean it. Need a minute and 3 seconds just to be on create post page... Now let me start what I wanna write..] Right now, I am standing on the spot where you were before... Doesn't mean that I do wanna be a butterfly just like you were [you might yet be?] I just wanna enjoy my days.. every second in this life.. and when it comes to the regular question, I've got no right answer to tell you.... I just want you to remember that I do love you and.... I'm happy to be loved by you. None loved me like you do. So would you please throw the blue-mode away...? Far far away... Cheer up and start to smile !

Ehmm where should I start? From a day before yesterday, lotta things happened... First, got a mail from my senior high friend. I was a fool in love with her, she's my first love, I know. But it wasn't really smooth. I think it was an only-one-side love. I love her but wasn't that lucky to be loved in return. [She loved my stupid cousin!! Hahaha you were stupid I think. Both of you .] So.. when I gotta moved to Jogja and start to live here, I tried to forget all that silly things in my past and she'd gone from my mind in my first year here. But lately, she found my web by accident and start to contact me. Yeah, we had lot to share. No. She had lot to share and asking me blablabla... Hmm sorry girl, I don't wanna change too often. I loved you once. But now you're belong to my past. So, just be my friend if you're lucky enough. Then... yesterday. I met my former lover! God, why all the people from my past suddenly appear? Hmm I am not saying that I ain...

Gee, I was totally panic this morning.. when our accounting prof said that he'll give us a test right in 1 last hour. I wasn't ready at all. Last night, I got lot things to do. Installing all the must have softwares, drop some of mp3 files to the SD card -sure, movies also!, testing them, playing games and end it up with charging my rx3715 . Oops, haven't I told you that I bought that damn cute pocket pc already? It arrived two days ago, in fact. Ugh, now I remember that I still can't connect it to my QD . Even until now I still can't!!! Anyway, hands up now. Symbian handy just ain't right to be used as a modem for windows mobile. [or someone could gimme some hints?] Hmm... back to accounting, do not think that I will fail. The test is just a "bark". He just wanted to scary us and know how well we prepare our self as the mid test will start on October 4th. I know I am not ready at all... [that's why, do not be shock if I won't post any,...

Ok, now I know that it's possible to cash plastic at the cashier. [sure, they won't ask for the pin but signature] I did this morning. And it's so easy. Just remember to take ID card along. With passport, is a plus. And it costs only Rp 25.000.

Hahaha... Everybody please be calm.. This boy knows exactly how to survive. Everything is settled. Do they read my blog? Don't know, but I got my money back. Right when I need it! Gave my sister her money, and transfered some for the stuff I order. What a great day! Err, actually today ain't that perfect. I was queueing in a long long line, almost an hour standing! Just to transfer that money, and when it's my time (to be served) I can read their little tiny announcement sticker, that via atm, silver card holder can transfers limited up to 15mio! Gee, this legs are tired already for standing and must paid the transfer fee also, what a great time to see their damn announcement. Anyway, it's ok.. I am waiting for my stuff now. What's it? Keep guessing! Now, I'm at home and ripping the last cd I bought. Whoops, does it sound like I'd got no financial problem at all? Hehehe, I did buy but it was half price for I use my points. See? Everything is settled.

I forgot my damn pin number... Does anyone know it? Please tell me hehe.. Was trying to withdraw some cash but was rejected. Wrong pin number... Didn't use to withdraw money for a long time now i can't remember the pin. One hint : do withdraw often! By the way, will it be possible to replace the pin with signature, tomorrow? Even better if it only takes a swipe of finger print, right? Hmm, where can i cash my plastic with signature on this day? Sad sad must wait another day til they gimme back my money.. Or should I be a debt collector right now? Need money desperately..!

Confessions : 1. Woke up at 7 as my auntie called me 2. She told me to vote for "x" 3. I'd like to vote for "x" also.. No need to influence me. 4. But I didn't vote 5. That damn invitation is in the old house. And it's locked. Got no key. 6. I wanna see who will win and what changes they bring. Hurry up! 7. Finish the homeworks. Hey professors, you gotta gimme A. 8. Pocketpc = funer. Palm = byebye. 9. Will order my pocket pc, tomorrow [hohohoho].. 10. Then go with sister to buy her PC.

I am still waiting for my invitation!! Where's it?! How am i supposed to vote tomorrow without the invitation..? Sucks, it's gonna happen to me.. Hey election observer, now you see huh? We're still not ready at all... I want to use my right to vote so please somebody drop it to my place.. Or is it already arrived at my old address?

So, here's the pictures [something wrong with the quality eh?] left to right @ first line, my cousin, auntie, sister me, grandpa, cousin, brother. And this one? Psst, it inspires my sister to have her two months old curly hair become straight and brunette. Don't know bout my cousin, but I still want to keep my hair black.

This morning, my auntie has left for singapore... Home will be a boredom again. Why? Who will cook for us? Hohoho I should learn how to be a great cook. Start with appel pie?? She'll come back on November anyway.. then with my grandpa they'll go to Mollucas. And will be in Jogja again on December. For Xmas? Or my birthday? :D Oops, we went to a Photo Studio and got some pictures yesterday. I should post it when I have time and remember to take them with me. Till then, just let your imagination runs. What do Steven and 2 crazy siblings look with stupid wigs cover their hair? But don't dare to do my auntie and/or grandpa with that wig!

Fuck fuck fuck... Really not my day, today. Slept around 1 am so I'm still sleepy.. I woke up at 6 -this morning, but it's still cool and cozy and this body just need 5 more minutes on the bed. So what did I do? I turned off the alarm then closed my eyes. I wanna have my another 5 minutes. And so so... So I woke up at 7 am! God, am I gonna miss 7.30am class? No.. no. must be there. I then took quick shower. Forgot to take that fucking accounting book with me, so when I arrived.. the prof just said to take out a paper then join the test!.. and I don't have my own book. How was I supposed to be happy with that open book test? By the way, I just upload some pictures to the hosting web, and here's some of rabbits that always have their dinner in front of my place. They're my neighbour's.

Finally I have an hour to spend in internet cafe. Have nothing special to report. Just being so busy with all the homeworks. Tonight, from the dentist I'll take my grandpa [85 yo] to check his ears. And he may also needs glasses. Is it wise when one hopes that he'll never be that old? Do you think it can be interpreted as "God, please take my soul when I am still young [and looks fabulous]?" Or, "Just take this soul when I'm about to loose all my teeth.. and have problem with my ears.." [my eyes ain't in great condition anymore already] No no.. Don't think that I am against old people, and hoping that something strange will happen to my grandpa. Neither pro "death when you're young". [Can't understand why it happened to my dad] I think I just become [as usual] selfish... Anyway, Someone wants to know whether I'm a professional or not... [how dare you are!] ------------ The following short quiz cons...

Hehehe shame on me, as I just wanna post this urgent item. I bought a Jempol yesterday for my friends had me to buy it. [yes, I'm so not updated.. too late now eh?] They even went to the shop with me at their side... And.. gee, this afternoon all I do is smsing!!! It's free sms feature (to all the XL numbers, 100 smses per day) and we're really enjoying it! For now. Maybe we'll get bored (or we'll be too busy with our homeworks) and this feature won't mean anything special anymore. Who knows? Just enjoy it for now. So, an sms for every buddy you have (who own an XL number)... everyday. Ain't a problem anymore...