notes to self

Hehehe what an asshole. Not enough to get all the Porn, Viagra and Dead of a Gangster's junk emails, now it's a lottery!!! --- British Lottery Headquarters: Customer Service 28 TANFIELD ROAD, CROYDON.LONDON Ref: BTL/491OXI/04 Batch: 12/25/0304 WINNING NOTIFICATION We happily announce to you the draw of the British Lottery International programs held on the 1st of February 2006 in London. Your e-mail address attached to ticket number: 564 75600545-188 with serial number 5388/02 drew the lucky numbers: 31-6-26-13-35-7,which subsequently won you the lottery in the 2nd category. You have therefore been approved to claim a total sum of £2,500,000.00(Two million, five hundred thousand, Great Britain Pounds Sterling) in cash credited to file RPC/9080118308/04 made available from a total cash prize of US £125 Million Pounds, shared amongst the first Fifty (50) lucky winners in this category. This years Lottery Program Jackpot is...

One sure can say that this one has something to do with Littlescars and his ideas of... Ehmm... (lets say) perfect man to have relationship with. Before I start to burst what's currently in my mind, make sure you aware of the terms that : 1) I = Independently not represent straight, bisexual nor gay men. Don't be a sex checker but if it helps, just pretend that I am a very pretty girl. 2) You = Gay man. 3) I am not against You, gay men, bisexual men nor straight men. So, it begins... Why some gay men tend to not having a relationship with bisexual men? I am talking about relationship which involves love, not purely sex. Because... you afraid that it'll end up with marriage between your bisexual boyfriend with his girlfriend? Come on, don't make me laugh and roll. In this era, please don't be so sentimental... There's no such thing like happy ending. Even if you date a gay man, there's always a chance that he might end up at a "living together" wi...

I still don't understand this... I had a missed call from +6281728187xx this morning and soon as I realized that, I called back that number. Well I didn't expect that someone will answer the call as I thought it was an overseas call (usually no number is showed or a random number which none owns showed). Anyway, the girl answer the call right away at the very first ring (what a needy!)... I asked who's she, she didn't make sound. Dumb silent! So I asked her gently what on earth is the fucking problem that she called me... (Just FYI... I am a mild-mannered person, so I tend not to use any fucking words when speak to public. Or strangers.). She said "Ehhh.. ehhh.. I didn't do it..." What a fucking time waster. I hung up before I changed into an anger dick and sprout things out (I am not talking about hot white cum!). Next? She sent me an sms, to tell me that she was being curious (read: she had nothing better to do) so she dialed my number, which she thought...

(Another) Beautiful thing ever on earth : Blackberry 8700c Thank God, we live in this era. Buy this blackberry and show off, prove that you don't live your grandpa's lifestyle. [I try hard, not to sound like a commercialized blackberry fetishist. And you, don't dare to tell my grandpa what you read here!]

As usual, the connection @campus, is so damn slow. So I decided to go to Internet cafe, but first had a stop at a magazine kiosk. And... did grab an outdated magazine, Stuff August edition, last year. Then I saw this cafe!!! Its blinking lamp got my attention. "24H hotspot" No kidding, I wanna have something to taste... Now, I got an hour access for free...

I am converting my CDs to AAC for my iPod... Some of the CDs are copied ones, you sent me. Now the problem is.... I can't read your handwriting! Gee, take my sister with you and you both learn how to write beautifully :))

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Ok, boastfully I call this dedication... That I for some reasons work on our (group's) homework. I aware that I need to wake up at 6:00 tomorrow morning, and now its already 1:36, means I'll sleep for 4 hours and 24 minutes only. But its a duty to finish the homework. How I wish all my friends can back me up anytime I need to take days off by doing our homework correctly, just like I do for them now...

I got several emails from whom I once thought they're friends. Ok, here are the things... (to make you know me better) I am not those who act like White Anglo-Saxon Protestant! I am a human being who happen to be a bankrupt person sometimes. I have desire for many things and have problem in saving. I need (more) jobs. And I don't have any intention to have someone donated me sum of money. Not yet. But I can't hold those with goodwill. Ask for my paypal!

Curious about what a sane person could be once reaches some particular point? Your life's getting hard? Too busy to laugh? Too shy to be be a part of crazy world? You need to download some fun !

Some weird things leak into my mind... 1. Want to know what damages can be done when one jumps from 3rd floor, 5th floor and 23rd floor. 2. Jump from a bridge and feel the heart beats so hard, yet die in a good shape, completely. 3. Everytime I see mud, I wish I am a tycoon who can just plug a fancy mobilephone into it. 4. I don't think its gross to throw up at someone I despise. 5. Be a stripper. 6. Pose for playgirl. 7. Have Tiara made eyes at me. 8. Have BROTHER of brother in law desired me. I better keep the rest only for me. I don't have a passion to replace unsurpatetik in permit people to know about such things... :)

Hwahahahaha... This is very funny. Keeps me laugh... And rolling... Am I so inadequate? I didn't withdraw money this morning as I planned and now I don't have money at all... Well, I only have Rp 1500 (Imagine USD1=Rp 9200, now you know how poor when I say poor.) My sister, Meggi, asked for Rp 5000 this morning to buy something when I just wanted to leave for campus. Now as a bus chaser, to think that tomorrow I need to pay the buses, I need to have at least Rp 4000. Can't help, I need to ask for my Rp 5000. So... I yelled her... (she plays dance music so loud..) Me : "You took my 5000 this morning? Give me back now...?" Meggi : "Whaaaaat?" Me : "I don't have money... Damn." Then we both laughed. She stepped into my room, gave me some money and then her eyes met mine. We laughed like crazy people.

Prepare for test tomorrow, learning to calculate how much you'll get later for what you save now... Then mobile's ringing, an SMS. It's Gusty, Cousin. Gusty : Are you at home? Me : Yes. Gusty : You don't go to mall? Me : Stupid. I stay home. Gusty : Let's have pizza. Me : Insolvent! Gusty : go Dutch... Me : Diet. Tighten my belt. Gusty : You're no fun. I didn't reply. Being poor and get no fun title for free! Anyway, I am too lazy to go out. Lie in my bed, enjoy Nana Mouskouri's I'll remember you..

You ain't exist once I play with my gadgets!!! I won't change... You better get used to... or get out.

Lucy, a cousin in Singapore is a sleepless freak. She just made a quick call (Well, I can't talk long now, need to sleep soon, so we had a very short one) and asked me why the hell she couldn't Video-call me? Why? Why? Why? Because... I live in a third world country? Maybe. Correct answer = 3G's Providers just got their licenses and they may need several months to cover some areas. And since I live in Jogja, top is in a year (perhaps). So don't bother to try to videocall me... though I own a 3G mobile now... Hmm she told me she wanted to show me a cute boy she's with in a club (what a show-off!). To hell, after we hang up, I shot my self with my bed-hair then sent her... with a message... Hey you two, enjoy me! :D I must be drunk! Without drink! --- Pics taken with 903SH . left : internal camera (for video-call) right : (kiss kiss) its 3.2 MP.

Tuesday: 08:30 Go to bank, withdraw some money and stop this miserable time. Being poor is hurt. 13:30 Statistic, have test. Wednesday: 07:30 Financial Management, have test. 10:30 Business Law, have test. 13:30 Negotiation and business comunication, give a presentation. 16:00 Marketing management (thank God, no test nor presentation). Whole night: Make friends with powerpoint. Thursday: 07:30 Budgeting. 13:30 Total quality management, give presentation. Saturday: 11:30 Management information systems.

I am really dry at home now... I have a lot of time today but as a bad student, I refuse to complicate my mind with statistic, financial management, total quality management and or another subjects... Checked some new games sister bought, want to play those but uh, not so interested. Since I need to convert most of my CDs so I can upload to my iPod, I thought it might be a good idea to kill the time but then.. Uhmm too lazy. Depot and I were MMSing but suddenly the connection was unavailable. Telkomsel really has problems (Since day before yesterday, its so impossible to sms or make phone call.). I don't know whats up with this universe. Rain. Blank spot. I am being lazy (today). Now what I do is thumbing on my treo, write an email then send to my blog. Would be whole lot better if blogger can host images one attaches on email.

Gee, it rains like hell and I am stuck at home whole day. Doing nothing but watching some of my dvd collections. Jennifer Love Hewitt's confessions of a sociopathic social climber, If Only, and the truth about love... Very first season of Friends... Second season of desperate housewives... The wedding date... Yet it still rains. Wanna go out and breath the fresh air... Ugh.

Just finished second quota of laundry... And ready to go out, then... Raining raining raining... Can't go anywhere. Finally understand the path. Rain tries to stop you from having fun, just stay home watch movie!

I was doing my laundry... But felt so tired and sleepy. So to keep my eyes open, I sms all friends. Friends who, like an era, we don't communicate. Here are those who saved me from being a dormant. Depot, Jakarta. I told her that I have an account on friendster now and asked her to approve me as a friend. I also told her that I heard she has a new walkman phone now. She was shocked, how fast news bounces around. Then asked me about my in-progress book. And my study. Tomorrow she'll set the GPRS and MMS then mms me her recent pictures. Dony, Surabaya. We talked about mobile phones. How he loves and confuses what to choose between Motorola V3i, XDA Orion, Nokia N80 and 9300, SonyEricsson K750i and W900. But at the end he agrees not to consider Nokia. I still keep telling people that everytime they buy a Nokia, God kills a kitten. Candy, Jambi. Hmmm mainly we shared all the secrets. And that was... good! Secret should remain secret? Hui, Jakarta. I asked where and what's she d...

I have no idea why the fuck on earth I got so many junk emails per day. And this one dropped to my gmx account, just by now. Seems like automatically sent to all dot ch address. I am not rich like a swiss man, I just have swiss email address, so it's useless to try to grasp my attention with your useless products. I remember once I put a link to my email address on my website and then I started to be flooded with those spams. Now this gmx address, I use as a main email address, use it for the push email service. And there are no links anymore to it. Feel honour to know that address :)) --- From: "Lena Schulz" <Dame7348@outgun.com> To: info@mediation-sg.ch Cc: ruth.halter@sfdrs.ch, fritz.fankhauser@winterthur.ch, r.wuesten@tectron-finanzberatung.ch, ---@---.ch Reply-To: Dame7348@outgun.com Subj: findest Du die Frauen, die genau das glleiche suchen wie Du (bezeichnet beiden ) Date: 18 Feb 2006 7:27 pm Loaded 250 of 1203 bytes Hier bist Du genau richtig! Dies...

I was a big selfish prick, deleted my account on friendster because so many asked me about my hometown, my school, and tried to bring some part of my old time which I have no desire to remember. And to get rid of those buggers, I just need to be disappeared. Problem solved. But now... I am a much bigger selfish prick who just happen to believe that widen the network is a wise thing to do. Let me just tell you that I am now aware that you are right, you have right to know me (better), and you have right to show me who you are :)) So check this out... http://friendster.com/profiles/stripling ..and see you there! :)

Last night, slept at 2.30 am. This morning, woke up at 9 am. Missed two calls from mom. Got 2 smses from (another) gadget freaks, inform me that motorola V3i is Rp 2.9 million now (yesterday it was Rp 3.6 million!) and from my brother, asking me whether I've sent his stuff or not... (answer: I haven't.). And got three emails, one from a class mate, blackberry girl (how cute her blackberry is!), one comment-update from moblog.co.uk and one from Anita Vasquest with subject : Hi my love! (definitely spam.) Called mom at 9.30 am. Bad connection. Recalled her minutes after... Next, called my brother. Then, sent smses to some friends. Checked my schedule, I must finish a homework, deadline is tomorrow morning. Naaaaahhhh, too lazy to do it now. Beside I know my self best, I work best under-pressure. So I will do it tonight. Now... Will watch some dvds after laundry.

Just find out that all my bills are dropped between 15 and 20 every month. Frightening moments. Though they're only four envelopes, but contains : one mastercard, two visas and two cellphone's bills. Hmm I better get a job soon... And fix up my whole life. Sadly to know that I am young and in debt. Well, cheer up. At least I still can enjoy the word " young". For a little bit more time....

Now I think I like it more, to do mobile blogging. I can send any text and pictures anytime anywhere, and have them posted on my mobile blog. Is it time to bye bye blogger? Time to trash all my previous entry on blogger? Anyway, if you are curious about that new thing that stays in my mind, please do a click or copy - paste this address to your browser's address bar... Http://moblog.co.uk/blog/ang --- Sign off

Thursday night is what I always long for, at least in this semester. Leave campus around 5 pm, have some time in the pool, go home, relax the body, and start to watch DVDs or read some new magazines. Sleep late, wake up late. Or sleep early, wake up late :D Life's good... til Monday.

She didn't eat the food. The food which I bought from a bird-speciality kiosk. Don't know why... She might be sick as Becky played with her last night. Too weak to eat? I thought we could be friends... She just died...

Ouch... I love my Sharp 903SH for its 3.2MP camera... but it looks like plastic. Now look at this one!!! Motorola’s V3i has a slightly refined design, a 1.23-Megapixel camera, Bluetooth, a microSD (TransFlash) card slot, and dual color screens. The phone’s “Spun Metal” design, as Motorola calls it, is supposed to be a gun-metal gray with a brushed-aluminum look. More. I need one more mobile... Yess, I do..

I was trying to download all my songs from my old iPod, as too lazy to convert all the CDs again, to upload to my new one. Didn't work. I used a shareware application which I downloaded from iPodlounge.com. The warning window appeared, I need to put iPod on disk-mode (means I need to choose automatically updated, not manually updated). I did. And... Kaboom! My old iPod holds 25 songs only now as I chose updated 25 most played songs only. Now I must convert all the CDs to upload to both iPods!!! I wanted to scream, make a piercing cry to express the pain and perhaps wake all the dead men up. But I couldn't. My neighbour was doing some kind of ceremony, to remember their son whom passed away a thousand days ago. (I knew this because there were two men delivering plates of food, and I asked what's the occasion.) Becky, my sister's dog was barking in a different way, she did sound angry yet nervous, (I notice mostly she barks this way because something grasps her attention,...

New schedules killing me. I chose classes on tuesday, wednesday and thursday only. A class on tuesday, three classes on wednesday and four classes on thursday. I will have a wonderful weekend, wake up in noon, put ice creams on the allowed-to-eat list, just being lazy after those tiring days. But things dont go like I planned. Some classes are moved to another time, so now i have two classes on the same thursday. I must sacrifice a class to join the other, so i join class A this week, join class B next week. Total, I will have 6 absences from 12 meetings... Then a class from thursday, rescheduled, now on saturday. Ruining my week-end programs. Yucks.