notes to self

Tired. Sleepy. Powerless. Would be great to have someone KO me so I could sleep. Or be in the pool, even better on the beach, refresh mind and body. Or... Massage parlour! Alas, couldn't find them in this city!!! The pools leak. The only beach, Parangtritis, is so far from the idea of have good time on. And the only massage parlour (so far I know) is closed for ruinous equipments due to earthquake, last month. That's life in Jogja.

You think you know me pretty well... But how can you tell... You never get inside my head... The times we talk we never speak. We play hide and seek... So many things are left unsaid... Why can't you see... What's on the other side of me... That side of me that reaches out to you.. Sweet thoughts and dreams Like drops of rain... (Ok gave up. Don't know what words are next.. is it rivulet? Will google it later.) The song is so corny. Andy Williams' the other side of me. I have exam tomorrow but can't help, I always find things to distract my mind. And this time, filling up applications, printing new address label, doing laundry... done in a blink. Statistic is never too hard anyway. Right?

And... I really want to burn them . For good.

This is my first time, -finally get the chance- to try the free hotspot provided by Angkasawave at Galeria shopping mall. The mall which still open. Favorite one despite no cinema here... Earthquake? Hmm get used to! Yes, download Skype .

Yesterday when we were in a shopping mall (one that happened to be the only shopping mall open these days after the quake), it did it again. All the people in that building were panic and run away left their goods and shops and customers... Bad for my sister, she had her hair dyed, but left when its not finished yet. Even those who works in hair salon, didnt really care for their clients! Outside the building... Not so long after that, sister said, we should go upstairs and let them finish this hair do... Auntie needed to sit down and breath...

Roster Originally uploaded by Steven Anggrek . Nah, dont ask me why "Roster"... It is something I know, meaning Schedule... Someone with a great knowledge in language might can help, tell where does it come from... Oh, back to the roster, I just wanna let you all know.. and make sure, you make it, that we all would be in the same class. Promise, I would be a less trouble than you could imagine :))

So everybody is busy... helping others. And I am a biggest selfish prick in this chaotic place, do nothing but thinking hard to fix my own life. Start with.. buy more beer .